Stop trying to fix me.... it's just who I am!!

seriously.. I have a hard time blogging regularly, I know! My take on it, is just be happy that you get to read a blog by me every few months!! ok, i'm just joking. but yes it has been a while.

Anyway, on to real things going on in my life. I'm finding more and more that I have a hard time fitting in with any group of people, socially, unless it's a group of people like me. what I mean by that, is that I have SSRD (stands for Slightly Socially Retarded Disorder). I've noticed that alot of people can just bring up some random thing and start talking about it and go on and on and on about it. I have a hard time doing that because it seems the things that I "randomly" bring up are unpopular or no one likes it or just ultimately can't relate to it. I blame this disorder I have on the 6 years of jr. high and high school. In jr. high, I was a big dude, and unpopular, so I didn't have many friends. So, my afternoons were filled with watching The Lion King and in later years (after eventually making some stoner friends) getting high.
I've taken some large "social" steps in recent years, however. But I guess I never looked at my tendancies and wondered why people respond to me in certain ways.
Anyhow, this is just more of a reflection on something I just realized. Ultimatly, God is good, gracious, and kind.

Until next time.. or next fall.....

BE BLESSED!!!!