Rantings of a lost mind

Well, my mind may not be lost.. but it sure seems like it sometimes. I know I've said this before, but it really feels good to write crap and mindless chatter in a place where people (hopefully) read it. Usually I'm a shy guy and don't say to much about personal things. But for some reason, when I type on this blog..... I could really care less who reads it. I don't feel censored here. I posted the link to this on my myspace account, but I get the feeling no one reads those too much anyway, so people who actually do get here, either get here by clicking "next blog" and it just happens to come up. Either that or the person reading here actually does care (or at least cares enough to give advice and occasionally sympathise) and comments from the heart, or mind, or whatever drives them to say whatever it is they say. The other thing that's great about this, is that it's somehow easy to write stuff here somewhat regularly which , in turn, cause me to be slightly more literate. Which, being out of school, is definatly a good thing. *sigh*
Anyway, on to other rantings...
One thing I'm extremely excited about is that I'm finally getting a digital camera this weekend!!!! I'm so excited that I can hardly stand it. Other good things is that it's raining. I've heard many people say that rain depresses them. I feel quite different about it. It totally lifts my spirit. Mainly cause I remember having lots of rain as a child living in Washington state. I enjoyed it so much. When I look into my memory and see myself riding my bike in the forest, it seems like a jungle. Some one at some time or another had made some jumps and paths. It was like an adventure every time we (my friends and I) went out riding. I've found that I don't reminisce alot of my past. So I'm trying to do that more. I think it's important to know and remember past experiences, even from when I was a child, to help make me who I am today, and who I will be tomorrow. Thinking about my child life does kind-of make me want to go back and live the life of a carefree child who, occasionally, has chores, but mostly has endless summers and bike gangs (a word that, back then, meant group of kids or people not breaking the law). Ah, the innocence. Of course kids aren't always innocent, but oblivious to the workings of the world and the evils that occasionally cross your path. anyway.. enough of the mindless chatter. Back to work.

So on and so forth...