Lameness....

Ok.. first off.. this post isn't intended to offend anyone. so if it does.. well.. get over it.

alright.. i was invited to a party this weekend.. well, actually 2. The first one i was kinda excited to go to cause it was an invitation from a good friend. so when i showed up i was happy to be there and see people i haven't seen in a while. i've been talking to a different friend the other day.. we'll call her Noelle. (i've changed the real names of the people to protect their identity) And we were talking about how some people we know can be fake. The person that invited me, we'll call him Ricky, is in no way fake.. but he was with his date and she had his attention, so i didn't feel like i got to chill with him much, which if fine. the other people that i thought were my friends just seemed to be happy in their own little world, and when i talked to them, to make a longer story not as long, got the short end of a careless conversation. there were 1 or 2 people that were cool and talked for a bit. but everyone else that i thought to be friends.. just seemed to be empty. or at least, showed no interest in the least to share a civilized conversation. So I left early because I really don't like being around plastic people. It's so annoying that people want to socialize skin deep. So anyway, I left this party and went to another party I was invited to, let's call her Katie. She is a christian, and there were a few other christians there, but the majority of the people there were non-christian. I mention this because the kind of attention I got, being a new person, was unreal! I had a pretty awesome costume that a good friend helped out alot with. He'll be named Andrew. So, people were commenting on the costume and the cool sword (the only real one there). And alot of people seemed interested socializing.. and including the new guy in the conversations. I'm just amazed at the interaction difference between a christian group and a non-christian group. I think I see why alot of people don't like church. The college group people are WAAAAY more cliquey. Incredible exclusive. I mean, it's like you gotta win the lottery or something to get in. Or somethin that has slim chances of winning. So, that's been really really fustrating me. Anyway, I just had to get that out. Feel free to tell me what you feel. Like, "you're full of it", or "yea, i know what you mean" or "pickle and peanut butter sandwiches ROCK!" So, yea. If I start acting like that, please please PLEASE slap me out of it. Aight.. I'm out.

Peace